March: in review

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Here we go again. March has passed me by in a flurry of activity and I feel a little bit dazed that it’s all over and done with now. I’ve been hopping between lots of different projects, clients and appointments and I’m not sure my brain has quite caught up with my feet.

All that said, it has been a really fun and rewarding month with a great deal to reflect on. What a relief after last month’s intro, eh?!

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The end of March marks the end of my time at Rethink Mental Illness which I’m genuinely pretty sad about. It has been a really special project to work on and I’ve finished my week doing an assembly to sixth formers about mental health awareness, catching up with champions and writing impact reports. It has really allowed me to see what I’ve achieved, to hear from champions what it has meant to them and to get a very satisfying sort of closure. This project has really reaffirmed my desire to do more work in the world of young people’s mental health.

I’ve also been out and about with both Future First and Brook this month, running their programmes in schools. Mid month I got to go back to the first school I ever taught in to deliver an employability session which felt very special indeed. It was so strange to find the environment so familiar again, even 7 years later, and yet to realise how much I’ve changed and grown since I left.

As the month drew to a close I began a new project with Inspire Education Business Partnership, who are leading the HeadStart Action programme in Hackney. Over the next few months I’ll be mentoring a caseload of students on the programme 1-1, supporting them to reflect on progress and set goals. My first sessions were a real joy and I can’t wait to get to know my students better and see them progress.

Finally, I spent two brilliant days this month doing Youth Mental Health First Aid training. It was good to cement my knowledge and recognise how well versed I already was in the field – I’m really pleased to have the qualification now and to feel confident I can support young people effectively.

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This month has seen a series of endings, including the pilot of the Write Like a Grrrl ROAR programme. It was such a joy to work with the girls across the workshops in March and to hear them speak so positively about it at the end. I’ve never been more excited to complete funding applications.

Once the project was over, I immediately switched my Thursday evenings from teaching to learning, starting a 4 week illustration course at House of Illustration. I’m really enjoying it so far – it has encouraged me to do more and worry less about perfection, trying new techniques and getting creative.

Slightly less sexy news is that I’ve finally made my way into the Royal Free for my GET appointments after an 8 month wait post-consultation. The honest feedback so far is that, despite trying to go in with an open mind, it’s very disappointing. I feel so relieved my GP has done a good job of getting me on helpful medications and that I’m fortunate enough to have found (and to be able to afford) my osteopath.

If these appointments were all I had to go on I think I’d feel worse than I would without them. Truly, there’s nothing like having the person treating you say “I know I don’t have chronic fatigue… thankfully. Touch wood I never get it!” to make you feel supported and good about yourself. Let’s not even go into when he told me how he prefers to talk about M.E as “a situation, not a condition”. If I’d known this was what was in store, I probably wouldn’t have expended the energy and NHS funding on fighting to get onto the service’s books. Oh well. You live, you learn.

I did get to share some of my story and experiences regarding M.E with a journalist from The Sunday Times this month, however, which was an empowering experience. After a flurry of ignorant and stigmatising pieces in the media about my condition (mostly focused on scientists claiming online abuse was driving them away from research – not that their research is based on a psychosocial model disproved by biomedical research…) it felt empowering to speak honestly about the reality of M.E A couple of my quotes were used to frame the article’s introduction and you can find it here.

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April so far is looking like a relatively open book, leaving this section rather clear. After an intense first few months of the year I’m intending on taking a little time off to rest, regroup and figure out what I want to do next. There are a few different opportunities on the horizon so I’m excited, if a little uncertain, about what might come next.

In the meantime I’ll be working on my novel, heading to the theatre and finishing my illustration course. Here’s to a creative month ahead.


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